Inevitably, sometimes I wish I were dead. I don't ever wish I hadn't been born, for I consider my life a reasonable investment thus far. However for the ease of myself and others, I don't feel needed, so I could at anytime, disappear.
I'll continue to wake up everyday, just to find out whether this decision to live becomes greater than life itself.
*edit: I would like to remind myself my life really isn't bad, more or less, in any way. Basic amenities are covered. I am going to school and I have a car I can drive when I want. There are so many ways my life is below average, but hey, I'm not starving.
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